Good morning. You know a lot of sh#t can happen in just two days. First off late Thursday afternoon, I received a call from the medical supply store telling me my CPAP machine was ready to go. So I had my daughter drive me the 40 mile trip to pick it up. (Told you I live in the woods.) Anyway, been using it since and getting use to it again. That's the good news.
Well Saturday morning I decided I felt good enough to take my morning walk. By the time I got back I was out of breathe, my fingers on my left hand were numb and my face was numb. Needless to say, I panicked. Long story short, ended up in the ER had test run, most everything important came up negative. So thankfully, I'm sitting here talking to you. The doctor believes it's that pinched nerve I had problems with a few years back. So I'm on bed rest till I say my doctor this week.
Here's the thing, for me at least when symptoms can't be easily explained away, I panic. As you all know symptoms are usually bumped-up to the tenth degree when you have panic/anxiety. Going to the ER was inconvenient and expensive (American Healthcare). But once the testing was done I calmed down a lot. Maybe I should put together my own lab?
Here I am, a 17 year sufferer of panic/anxiety. But still no matter what I've been through, I still have moments of doubt and fear. You know what, that's okay, because each and every time I have a false alarm I learn a little more. I learn how my panic/anxiety were things I can't take for granted and slack-up fighting. Who knows why we were picked to carry this bag of crap. The point is adjust the load you carry and keep on walking.