Hi everyone,
I am feeling completely paralised at the moment only at the thought of the things coming up this week.
On Friday I am taking my driving test. I know it is not the end of the world if I fail but it is more the exam setting that is scaring me than the actual result.
Same for the day after: I am meeting my boyfriend's family, and as I am shy and I don't know what to say I am dreading it, but also more the feeling "exposed" part than actually being scared they won't like me.
The thought of it makes me feel sick now and I really don't know how to calm my nerves and see these things as what they actually are: something good...