Hi,
I dont if this is the right place to post this. The last couple of weeks, my depression, anxiety and panic has been getting alot worse. I dont know what happening to me as my whole head is messed up with everything and I have no idea what it is that going through it.
Im going down hill so much and all I want to do is blame myself for it all. I wanna get help which I will be doing hopefully this week or week after as Im taking a friend along for suport.
I feel that Im that low Im never going to get rid of all this. I really dont know what to do anymore feeling like this. At some times its been really bad and I feel that the only thing that can solve things is too end life or even run away from everywhere and start a life somewhere else. Its hard as my family dont understand me and why I self-harm so much and feel like I do, . I feel no-one around here understands me and I have to cope alone when Im not on here. Its so hard when Im alone as I dont feel safe anymore incase anything happens.
Sorry to runt on.
Nikk x x x