Re: Feel like something isn't right??
Originally Posted by
Pinguanxious
Andy I'm so glad you are doing better! It's amazing to watch how far we all come in this journey at it gives me hope that one day I will get there too.
I'm at I would say 85% at the moment, the other 15% is me worrying too much about things I don't need to worry about but I was like this before my breakdown so I guess I'm back to normal, but looking back on it I've never been fully right, maybe now is my time to make it happen!
Andy just say your last message about work..... What is it about your job that makes u anxious? Maybe we should both win the lottery and quit lol
ive worked at the same place for nearly 20 years its a toxic environment ,people back stab and bicker.As I work in the export sales department its very high pressure,you have targets that are sometimes impossible to reach.You get no support and the boss is an accountant that sacks people without a care or thought.
But I am to scared to leave and find another job because of the security here,i have a company pension ,car and I am relatively well paid
When i broke down work was one of the main triggers so ive found it hard to come back and settle in,i suppose i worry a lot about being able to support my family and pay the mortgage
85% is a big improvement pingu,keep battling on slowly you will make steps in the right direction
winning the lottery sounds good !
Last edited by MrAndy; 30-04-15 at 12:31.
__________________
dont panic ,put the kettle on