Snaily,
There is DEFINITELY hope. And you can make 98% of them go away like someone else had said. You may never make them go away 100%, as everyone experiences some level of healthy anxiety in their lives, so you will probably encounter it somewhere, however it may be easier and easier and easier to cope with through things like positive thinking, breathing exercises, etc.
You know how many times I have thought about the same thing? I can't even count how many times I may have - too many.
This may be a bit long-winded and I will probably write a small novel here, but this has been my experience... and keep in mind, right now I'm ok, not 100%, but ok. I attribute it to positive thoughts and little things that keep me calm like music, tea or my daughter or the nice breeze as I sit on the porch.
I have had bad, good and fantastic periods anxiety speaking.
I have gone from the initial diagnosis at 19, where I was forced to be put on Xanax and go through trials of about 8 medicines at that time alone (it was that bad)... to a period where I was off of all medication and Xanax and went months panic free - then they returned in full force and I dealt with it medicine free - went back to meds - got to a point where I couldn't leave my house in 2008... to recovering enough to leave my house, live alone (somewhat aside from roommates) and tackle bills, life etc on my own, purchasing and driving a car again and going out and getting a job again after those 6 months of being at home/barely going out. It's a rollercoaster ride... quit said job...more Xanax after, Zoloft for a couple years with Xanax, a pregnancy with no meds (where I had barely any attacks), a start up/dependency on Xanax (in 2014 April - start of July) just to feel normal and to PREVENT attacks in my mind. End of July is where I joined this site right after I said enough is enough with depending on a magic pill that I'd come to 100% rely on and crumble without. I had a horrible couple weeks, but again it got better for a period again. I can't list all the periods of attacks or periods of no attacks or barely any... but what I can tell you is that they do go away at times for some - short or long periods or almost for good as it may seem. For myself, they tend to go away for no reason at all sometimes, other times I will suffer for weeks or months on end and then be ok. What I've noticed is that a limit on caffeine, drinking and negative thinking keeps them at bay a good amount. And a lot of deep breathing.
Hope things are good for you today!
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...in reply to this other post of yours; those moments where you feel at complete peace, whether it's an hour, a day, a month, etc... those are the best - and if you always remember that no matter how many attacks you have in a day, that you'll eventually have a period of feeling like this, it may make it easier. I recently had some discussion about those periods of feeling amazing. I had a week of zero panic attacks at the end of March. That made me so hopeful for my future (and made me feel wonderful at the time)... knowing that I could be panic free for a week. It made me go,
well that means I could be like that for 2 or 3 weeks, or a month, or months! I say hope does a lot.... as well as environment and the people around you of course.
And like you said and I agree with you... atbedtime, when you've made it through another day... that is an amazing feeling... it's relief and hope for the next day.
At 27, I was feeling awful too and not out enjoying life (and from 19-27 as well). At 29, I am starting to break free, enjoy small things like walks outside, able to work, and ride public transportation... in 2 years time, when you're 29, you may be out with your friends having a great time, or going out for a day on the town, etc. Although, I hope that happens for you sooner than 29 of course. Who knows, in a month you could be out having a nice time. You never know what tomorrow will bring.