I think i have worked out that my problems are more stress related than anxiety related...
really hating the stresses of life right now, somedays i cant and just don't want to cope!

There was a friend at a party last night who makes you so jealous of her, pretty, popular, bubbly,a great job works and lives in london, a fab car, travelled..i just want to wake up like her!

makes sense?
it's not that i hate being me,i dont have a terrible life dont get me wrong, i just hate who i have turned into.
sarah