I will be flying on an airplane on Tuesday. And I am terrified. Not because the actual thought of flying scares me but because of death. I can say as of now, that I have not been leading the life I want to lead. I have been fearful, daydreaming, and doing almost nothing everyday of my life. And just as I am about to turn it around, I feel like I am signing my death going on that plane on Tuesday. And I will die without having done anything. I know airplanes are the safest mode of transportation and all, but I can't help it. Take-off terrifies me and I just don't know how I will handle it all!