Brief med history..Lump in throat issue and not believing doctors
So I don't really keep all that great anyways peeps. :( I have had eating issues in the past and my health is not great. I have Asthma and bad bowel habits. And actually got dismissed from hospital yesterday after having a bad anxiety/asthma attack after taking ibroprofen.
Had paramedics out this morning also as was having the same symptoms.
I have had bad pelvic pain on off for about a year and had antibiotics for urine infections until two weeks ago when I got walloped a big dose of two antibiotics for a pelvic infection.. Which has gave me oral thrush! And for the past week I have had a lump feeling in my throat and when I stick my tongue out it feels the back of it is swollen.like there is a mad wiggly lump at the back of my tongue at my throat..so...I am freaking about this and I have been to doctors and told them and they keep looking at me like I'm crazy but I am convinced there is something really wrong with me.I got a nystatit rinse for the oral thrush and it isn't helping and I keep feeling like I have to swallow snot and when I do,it returns. It feels like the lump is near on the right hand side and feels like it goes down ot my collar bone but when you press around my neck you can't feel bumps or anything. Last night my tongue got real sore and it's really uncomfoy and I dunno what to do. I'm convinced I have cancer and it's the reasons why none of my meds are working or anything and I keep going ill.
:'( I really need comfort. I'm getting embarassed to go to docs again cos when I am,she says it's anxiety and she looks like she's getting tired of me. :'(
I feel like I have to die before someone will know there was something wrong with me. xxxxxxx
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