Got my laugh back :)

[lior]

A message of hope for those who feel like they will never laugh again:

I've been depressed, and I've been suicidal. I was suicidal for probably about a year or two - the time goes on forever when you're in hell.

That time has passed, and I'm in the sunshine again. (Not literally! It's raining today.)
I find myself singing because I feel like it, not because I make myself.
I find myself laughing at the slightest thing, even when I'm alone.
- it's June and it's raining and grey? Ha! I bet my cold-loving friend wished it to be this way.
- I misspelled a word in a tweet about a job? Hahaha! Maybe the right person for the job will have spotted the mistake.
- funny word combinations... ingestible intern... intergalactic intern... hahah! (I settled on ingenious intern in the end!)

I've got my smile back, I've got my song back, I've got my laugh back. It took its bloody time, but I can naturally do these things now with no effort required. IT CAN HAPPEN. Have hope. xx

[Fishmanpa]

What an inspiring, positive and wonderful post! I've read along and even replied to you several times as you navigated this journey Lior. Despite the setbacks, I saw you continue to take another step forward and that simple physical and mental act has brought you as I can see and read, out of the rain and into perpetual sunshine... to use your choice of words.

Keep up the good work!

Positive thoughts

[Chrysmar09]

I loved reading this. This gives me hope

[Magic]

Thank you for your message Lior x

[danithegirl]

Thank you for this. <3

[Alwayslatenight]

Thanks love this. I want my laugh back I laughed yesterday first time in ages and I want more

[lior]

It's going to happen, people - good positive things are going to come your way.

Fishmanpa - you are right. It's always one step at a time

It's a lot of bloody work. But it's worth it. Freedom is worth fighting for.