Hi everyone,
First of all - I'm a worrier and "what if" kind of person. In the last 5-6 years I was very concerned about several serious health issues I thought I had. Fortunately it was all in my head only and I'm very healthy (hope so).
Last year I noticed a drop of bright blood in the toilet. It was not mixed with stool, but it dropped out at the end of the bowel movement. I ensured myself that I have hemorrhoids and continued with my normal life. (I'm afraid only of life threatening diseases like cancer, so it's acceptable for me to have hemorrhoids.)
In April I noticed delayed discomfort after bowel movements. It starts one hour after it and last for 3 hours. It was there only after BM. In case I didn't had BM, I was completely fine. In the same time there was tender, bluish lump in one side of my anus. Two weeks after that started there was again a drop of blood in the toilet.
That was too much for me and I started panic and search to search for bowel cancer, Chron's disease and other serious conditions. All of you know how that horrible is!
Later I started to use a cream for hemorrhoids and it helped a lot. Discomfort after bowel movements are now almost gone.
What bothers me the most now is something like mucus in stool. Many sites says its normal to have small amount of mucus in stool, but I'm really not sure what is small amount. It appears in my stool only if it is harder and only on the top of the first piece. Other pieces that comes out do not contain it.
I'm becoming more and more stressed about this mucus thing and not sure what to do. I know it is gross but I'm going to share a picture of my stool so you guys with more knowledge and expirence can say me what it is.
So here is the pic: image.ibb.co/cYbKNv/mucus.jpg
As you will see I marked it in green.
So is that mucus? Is it too much of it or normal amount? Should I worry about this?
I know all of you will tell me to visit a doctor but I'm too afraid of that. I don't want to be diagnosed with something terrible... Yes, it's sounds silly but its stronger than me at the moment.
PLEASE let me know what you think. Thanks!