About 2 weeks ago I had a weeks holiday in Austria skiing, the night before we left we stayed overnight at a B&B at Gatwick Airport, as soon as we got there I started to feel really anxious and almost told my parents I couldn't do it, I don't know what was holding me back from wanting to go but it was a really strong feeling. I sat up for about 2 hours txting my friends and trying to calm myself down.
Because of this feeling I get, I feel like I can't be happy or enjoy myself anymore. I just wanted to go home while I was there almost everyday.
I've been feeling so down and low recently and this past week especially i've just wanted to be all by myself, when I get home from work I just shut myself away, fall asleep, go to bed or watch a DVD alone. I don't know why I feel like this...