Where to begin? I do not know, but i do have to begin somewhere.
On and off for years i have suffered with anxiety, depression and panic attacks, i have always been a worrier too, i admit that but recently things have gotten out of control, and to be honest what i am experiancing is something very new to me.. i have been to a doctor, but all i get from him is its ur anxiety u are fine.
I know everyone who suffers with anxiety struggles with their breathing, and sometimes it can feel so bad we honestly think we are going to die.
This is the worlds most horrible feeling, we all need to breathe to live.. anyway i will tell u my problem, i am completely petrified day and night from this and nothing i do gets rid of it, or even calms it down.
Firstly i am unbelievably breathless, i can't sing, i can barely walk without being completely out of breathe.. everything feels to tight, my throat, my back, my shoulders my chest, everything, i just sit and burst into tears over and over cuz im so scared i'm dying.. i know u have all heard all this before but i need to write this and hear from people to keep me going.. not only am i experiancing this but the worst part, is when i tilt my head in dif positions, certain positions are worse than others but i am basically feeling like i have a load of sticks or something through my throat n neck, and it feels unbelievably impossible to breathe in these positions, i dont know if its the muscles in my throat or the *lump in the throat feeling* but this is all day everyday and i can't escape, my air ways feel crushed in these positions, barely any room for oxygen, it doesn't hurt its just uncomfortable and im scared something serious is wrong in my throat, i can't stand this anymore, i am having suicidal thoughts and noone seems to help all they to me is "its ur anxiety" like i have said i have suffered on and off with anxiety for years and this has never happened to me, my neck feels twisted, and like something is there poking its way deep into my throat, every breathe i can feel it, i dont like this, please help me, im so scared i cant take it.. what if something will happen?? The easiest way to explain the tight chestness is like u know when u have a bad cold and ur all blocked up in ur nose? Wat do we do ? We all do the same we open our mouths and breathe freely dont we.. of course, we need too, well even when i breathe thru my mouth this is how it feels like it does with a blocked nose, i know im now ranting on i jus need help, i dont wanna die