rainbow
20-08-11, 14:55
i'm sorry, i've posted about this so much lately.
My anxiety is consuming me, my ibs has been so bad now for weeks and i don't know how much more i can take.
First it was sporadic diahoreah, then loose stools, normal stools, always in the morning, going more frequently up to 4 times. Now for the last 2 days i'm veering more to constipation. This is'nt really a new thing cos this is how my ibs has always been but just not for so long. I've also been taking diazepam for the last 3 days so i'm wondering if that could be slowing my bowel down a little.
I'm so tired of putting on a happy face every day for my family when all i want to do is cry. I don't want to do anything, go out, interact with people all i want to do is stay in bed 24/7 but obviously i can't.
I really feel that something is going to snap soon and i'm so scared.
My anxiety is consuming me, my ibs has been so bad now for weeks and i don't know how much more i can take.
First it was sporadic diahoreah, then loose stools, normal stools, always in the morning, going more frequently up to 4 times. Now for the last 2 days i'm veering more to constipation. This is'nt really a new thing cos this is how my ibs has always been but just not for so long. I've also been taking diazepam for the last 3 days so i'm wondering if that could be slowing my bowel down a little.
I'm so tired of putting on a happy face every day for my family when all i want to do is cry. I don't want to do anything, go out, interact with people all i want to do is stay in bed 24/7 but obviously i can't.
I really feel that something is going to snap soon and i'm so scared.