MVP123
20-08-11, 18:19
Me again, well after deciding to not have any more alcohol for a while cause for once i wanted to feel okay on Saturday and not feel so ill i would just want to stay in bed all morning. Anyway I was just fine until i was walking down the shops this morning and I got a sudden pain at the top of my thigh which kept coming and going and has left my leg aching and tingling. I have had this before where it started in my foot and made its way up my leg, it started 2 and a half years ago, and i would say it flares up every couple of months. But i have never had the sudden pain at the very top of my thigh before. I was starting to get over my fear of ovarian or some other gynacological cancer, but now this with all my other symptoms I dont think i can ignore it anymore. I know the leg thing might be sciatica, but that could be caused by a tumour pressing on my spine. Anyway for the last week or so I have been getting abdominal pain, like period pain, but i have not got my period. I dont have much of an apetite. I get occasional bloating and trapped wind, and also heartburn and acid reflux. I am so damn tired, but this could be because i am on 40mg fluoxetine. But all the symptoms are now pointing to this particular cancer, and I am so scared. I also get pressure on my bladder like i need to pee more than necessary, I am going to go the docs on Monday, and i think they will refer me for an ultrasound or something this time, and the waiting for the test and then results will be pure torture and I will struggle to get through it. I had CIN III after a smear a couple of years ago, which is the last stage before cancer of the cervix and I had to have the cells removed and a biopsy was done to test for cancer, and the nearly 2 week wait for results turned me into a complete wreck, and i am so scared to go through that again. Obviously I had a positive result last time and have had clear smears ever since, but i may not always be so lucky :weep::weep::weep: