Girl_Interrupted
20-08-11, 21:28
Why is it that when everything is going well, my HA creeps in and messes it all up!!!!
My nervous system is totally messed up, i'm nervous, anxious, my body is doing crazy things!! its driving me mad! I keep getting these random chills/goosebumps, it doesnt happen all the time, but i'm always aware of it when it happens and almost waiting for it to happen again! I'm told this is all part of the fabulous world of HA, but part of my brain is telling me otherwise :( I feel so blue. I try soooo hard to keep my rational brain on the ground with my HA and not get carried away with it all, but lately its been playing up badly.
Am I going mad ???????
My nervous system is totally messed up, i'm nervous, anxious, my body is doing crazy things!! its driving me mad! I keep getting these random chills/goosebumps, it doesnt happen all the time, but i'm always aware of it when it happens and almost waiting for it to happen again! I'm told this is all part of the fabulous world of HA, but part of my brain is telling me otherwise :( I feel so blue. I try soooo hard to keep my rational brain on the ground with my HA and not get carried away with it all, but lately its been playing up badly.
Am I going mad ???????