phil06
22-08-11, 02:27
Lately I've felt so troubled by what's on my mind I can't really push myself to relax and go watch a film or tv. I spend all night on dating sites depressed and my confidence is low as had no joy at work either.
But I've got a few symptoms just wondered if anybody feels this blank mind or not alive..floating feeling for a few seconds? And you jump almost and worry am I still alive? Sometimes my mind just goes blank for a few seconds and everything seems unreal. I still fear health issues or some mental health issue with all of the symptoms I get even mentioning a symptom or topic causes me to fear automatically that I have it.
I really feel on a mission though, I wish I could relax but sitting watching a DVD tonight I'd never enjoy the movie as I'd just want to feel sorry for myself..I really can't stop pitying and it also makes me frustrated feeling low. I know it sounds strange but the PC makes me sit and drool into space for hours now out of any task this one makes me most anxious I can sit here and just feel I don't wanna move.
Anybody else experienced this or any of it and found a good solarium? :blush:
But I've got a few symptoms just wondered if anybody feels this blank mind or not alive..floating feeling for a few seconds? And you jump almost and worry am I still alive? Sometimes my mind just goes blank for a few seconds and everything seems unreal. I still fear health issues or some mental health issue with all of the symptoms I get even mentioning a symptom or topic causes me to fear automatically that I have it.
I really feel on a mission though, I wish I could relax but sitting watching a DVD tonight I'd never enjoy the movie as I'd just want to feel sorry for myself..I really can't stop pitying and it also makes me frustrated feeling low. I know it sounds strange but the PC makes me sit and drool into space for hours now out of any task this one makes me most anxious I can sit here and just feel I don't wanna move.
Anybody else experienced this or any of it and found a good solarium? :blush: