rainbow
23-08-11, 13:32
my anxiety has been really bad for the last 11 weeks now, my ibs has been constant during this time and i'm caught up in a cycle of fear and anxiety. Saw my gp yesterday and thinks its anxiety/ibs causing the stomach issues.
I've been taking diazepam for the last week and my gp has prescribed me beta blockers as she's concerned about addiction to the diazepam.
I have 5 chilldren aged 26/25/20/7 and 4. I feel like i'm letting them down and its too much to bear. I was talking to my 20 yo daughter today and she told me she misses me, i told her we can meet up anytime but she said its not that, she
Misses the "old me". I try to put on a front but its so hard and now its affecting my children, i feel so guilty and useless. I don't know what to do. My children are my life and i'm being so selfish, totally wrapped up in my own worries. I just feel like i'm nothing!
I've been taking diazepam for the last week and my gp has prescribed me beta blockers as she's concerned about addiction to the diazepam.
I have 5 chilldren aged 26/25/20/7 and 4. I feel like i'm letting them down and its too much to bear. I was talking to my 20 yo daughter today and she told me she misses me, i told her we can meet up anytime but she said its not that, she
Misses the "old me". I try to put on a front but its so hard and now its affecting my children, i feel so guilty and useless. I don't know what to do. My children are my life and i'm being so selfish, totally wrapped up in my own worries. I just feel like i'm nothing!