Gemma T
24-08-11, 14:56
Hi Everyone
Im not having a good day today. I really try and relax about my oral issues and try and accept that my dentist and gp are not worried but I cant stop the questioning and bad thoughts.
My little friend (canker sore) is still there and I still have the swelling on my soft palate. First it was the left side and now its on the right. Kind of like little bumps, seperate ones. I wake up every morning hoping they are gone and they aint. It really gets me down. I just want them to go away.
My refferal aint for weeks yet. No one has even called to schedule an appointment yet. I hate this so much I just want to cry all the time.
My mum keeps telling me ill end up being sectioned but tbh Id appreciate the brake and sedation as I dont worry when Im asleep. Sleeping is the only thing I love cause I dont think then. And I hate waking up because its the first thing on my mind and it ruins my day.
I hate feeling scared all the time.
Sometimes I just want to talk about it but I dont know where to start. And other times I hate talking about it because it reminds me of what IIm worried about.
I bloody hate this health anxiety.
Love Gem x x x
Im not having a good day today. I really try and relax about my oral issues and try and accept that my dentist and gp are not worried but I cant stop the questioning and bad thoughts.
My little friend (canker sore) is still there and I still have the swelling on my soft palate. First it was the left side and now its on the right. Kind of like little bumps, seperate ones. I wake up every morning hoping they are gone and they aint. It really gets me down. I just want them to go away.
My refferal aint for weeks yet. No one has even called to schedule an appointment yet. I hate this so much I just want to cry all the time.
My mum keeps telling me ill end up being sectioned but tbh Id appreciate the brake and sedation as I dont worry when Im asleep. Sleeping is the only thing I love cause I dont think then. And I hate waking up because its the first thing on my mind and it ruins my day.
I hate feeling scared all the time.
Sometimes I just want to talk about it but I dont know where to start. And other times I hate talking about it because it reminds me of what IIm worried about.
I bloody hate this health anxiety.
Love Gem x x x