Pansy
28-08-11, 13:26
I'm feeling quite bad at the moment. My anxiety level has just reached the moon.I feel like I am about to explode, and my heart is thumping and my chest is tight, wouldn't be suprised if I have reached heart attack or stroke level.
I am in a place where I really don't want to be. I am part of a family run business, and I have financial ties so I can't just walk away.
Lately every time I am working in the business I start to feel really bad, mostly like I described at the start of this post. As well as working in the business I also do the accounts, it's not difficult really I can do it with no problems. But I have sat down to the computer just now to do routine invoices and the panic has set in again. I can't believe how bad I feel again. I'm on my own, there is nobody about, so no pressure with customers or family.
When my shift finished yesterday night, I started to feel a lot better, and after I showered, changed and had a cup of tea I was about back to normal.
I am so unhappy and fed up.
I am in a place where I really don't want to be. I am part of a family run business, and I have financial ties so I can't just walk away.
Lately every time I am working in the business I start to feel really bad, mostly like I described at the start of this post. As well as working in the business I also do the accounts, it's not difficult really I can do it with no problems. But I have sat down to the computer just now to do routine invoices and the panic has set in again. I can't believe how bad I feel again. I'm on my own, there is nobody about, so no pressure with customers or family.
When my shift finished yesterday night, I started to feel a lot better, and after I showered, changed and had a cup of tea I was about back to normal.
I am so unhappy and fed up.