eternally optimistic
30-08-11, 16:02
Today, my last day off work before I went back afer having a week off, I was supposed to go with my other half to take my daughter and her friends out for a "jolly".
I was very tired yesterday, all day, and this morning I had the horrible rush running through my arms and felt very very weak. I also had a terrible head ache running through the back of my head - I felt sick, I felt pathetic . . . .
I couldnt face the journey, going all that way, feeling like this :mad:
I was really scared - I hate the way this makes me feel - I hate the feelings running through my veins, literally - it is so horrible.
I am on citalopram, have been since Christmas, 20mg and it hasnt helped me with this moment.
I guess I want answers as to why I am like this, I have many answers which I think have made me like it - but that doesnt help.
If anyone gets the "rushes", thats the only way I can describe it as, then i would love to know how you overcome it.
I am exhausted now and just want to sleep and shut down.
Thanks for reading the post.
I was very tired yesterday, all day, and this morning I had the horrible rush running through my arms and felt very very weak. I also had a terrible head ache running through the back of my head - I felt sick, I felt pathetic . . . .
I couldnt face the journey, going all that way, feeling like this :mad:
I was really scared - I hate the way this makes me feel - I hate the feelings running through my veins, literally - it is so horrible.
I am on citalopram, have been since Christmas, 20mg and it hasnt helped me with this moment.
I guess I want answers as to why I am like this, I have many answers which I think have made me like it - but that doesnt help.
If anyone gets the "rushes", thats the only way I can describe it as, then i would love to know how you overcome it.
I am exhausted now and just want to sleep and shut down.
Thanks for reading the post.