Missislost
03-09-11, 15:18
Hi I found this site as I done my usual daily ( google symptoms I'm experiencing within my body ).
I've always been ok not worried too much but just recently it's been like I'm a different person. Panic attacks the shakes high levels of fear heart just pounds so hard so fast all day I have good days and bad days.
Bad days Like today I just want to lie in my bed on google or I sleep because when I sleep I can't feel any thing think or be so scared. I was on lunch one day at work and I had a sharp niggley pain up from my neck up the back of my head it lasted a few seconds but threw me and I had my first panic attack afterwards.
Then it got to once a day now it's like three to four times per day. The pain isn't unbearable it's not intense It is just really quite abnormal and uncomfy my ear canal became really sore with it and the doctor gave me ear drops and said I was ok.
My ear is still sensitive I'm still having the weird head twinges like if I move. Certain way my throat down te right side feels like there's a lump in there that makes it tight and hard to breathe and swallow then some days it's gone. Under my Tongue on the right side it feels weird as if ( when u eat pop corn or peanuts and a little piece is lodged and stuck and catching your Tongue ) it feels irritable and I know it's not stuck food as I cannot find it yet the niggle is always there.
It's all down my right side on my head face throat I have been to my GP about once a week for 2 months . They give me the old smile when they see me and tell me it's just GAD - anxiety . I'm sick of people not takin me seriously I'm so helpless and scared. I sit and wider what it could be!? Cancer ? Maybe it's something the doctor can't see ? Should I ask for a blood test ? All these thoughts over take me.
They have offered me a neurologist appointment with the words ( if you think that will help ). Just doesn't help me knowing that they aren't examining me yet they just smile as if I'm a silly child with a fear.
I know this is a long message but I'm really afraid I don't want to die :( I want so bad for some one to just scan my face and neck and see what I can feel there everyday.. It has to be some thing.. It's making me hate my Life. Even my partner looses his temper with me lieing in bed and not wanting to go out because I'm so scared it's cancer and once they c it's cancer what if I have weeks left please don't laugh at me
Because this is where I felt I fit in reading from
Others :( it's so hard !.
I've always been ok not worried too much but just recently it's been like I'm a different person. Panic attacks the shakes high levels of fear heart just pounds so hard so fast all day I have good days and bad days.
Bad days Like today I just want to lie in my bed on google or I sleep because when I sleep I can't feel any thing think or be so scared. I was on lunch one day at work and I had a sharp niggley pain up from my neck up the back of my head it lasted a few seconds but threw me and I had my first panic attack afterwards.
Then it got to once a day now it's like three to four times per day. The pain isn't unbearable it's not intense It is just really quite abnormal and uncomfy my ear canal became really sore with it and the doctor gave me ear drops and said I was ok.
My ear is still sensitive I'm still having the weird head twinges like if I move. Certain way my throat down te right side feels like there's a lump in there that makes it tight and hard to breathe and swallow then some days it's gone. Under my Tongue on the right side it feels weird as if ( when u eat pop corn or peanuts and a little piece is lodged and stuck and catching your Tongue ) it feels irritable and I know it's not stuck food as I cannot find it yet the niggle is always there.
It's all down my right side on my head face throat I have been to my GP about once a week for 2 months . They give me the old smile when they see me and tell me it's just GAD - anxiety . I'm sick of people not takin me seriously I'm so helpless and scared. I sit and wider what it could be!? Cancer ? Maybe it's something the doctor can't see ? Should I ask for a blood test ? All these thoughts over take me.
They have offered me a neurologist appointment with the words ( if you think that will help ). Just doesn't help me knowing that they aren't examining me yet they just smile as if I'm a silly child with a fear.
I know this is a long message but I'm really afraid I don't want to die :( I want so bad for some one to just scan my face and neck and see what I can feel there everyday.. It has to be some thing.. It's making me hate my Life. Even my partner looses his temper with me lieing in bed and not wanting to go out because I'm so scared it's cancer and once they c it's cancer what if I have weeks left please don't laugh at me
Because this is where I felt I fit in reading from
Others :( it's so hard !.