clarky
14-05-06, 15:40
Please - does anyone else feel (or has felt) like this?
I am having problems at the moment as my boyfriend and I are buying a house together and the thought of it all just sends me in to a huge panic. He's living with me at my house at the moment as he has sold his and sometimes, I can't wait for him to go out just so I can be on my own.
I was pretty independent before we got together and am finding it really hard being in a couple. I'm not good about sharing space and feel resentful sometimes about him being here! I keep thinking I should just finish it, but then think I may be making a huge mistake! I dream about being single again and just having myself to consider and how much simpler life would be! The indecision of it all is causing me much anxiety and sleepless nights at the moment. I just can't seem to make a decision either way or it chops and changes every day. If I look at it simply then I obviously don't feel the right way about him and should end the relationship but I'm not sure how I feel with all this anxiety, I can't think straight.
This isn't the first time I suffered from anxiety and related depression (have suffered most of my life) but this is all making it much worse at the moment.
Please, has anyone else gone through this kind of thing??
I am having problems at the moment as my boyfriend and I are buying a house together and the thought of it all just sends me in to a huge panic. He's living with me at my house at the moment as he has sold his and sometimes, I can't wait for him to go out just so I can be on my own.
I was pretty independent before we got together and am finding it really hard being in a couple. I'm not good about sharing space and feel resentful sometimes about him being here! I keep thinking I should just finish it, but then think I may be making a huge mistake! I dream about being single again and just having myself to consider and how much simpler life would be! The indecision of it all is causing me much anxiety and sleepless nights at the moment. I just can't seem to make a decision either way or it chops and changes every day. If I look at it simply then I obviously don't feel the right way about him and should end the relationship but I'm not sure how I feel with all this anxiety, I can't think straight.
This isn't the first time I suffered from anxiety and related depression (have suffered most of my life) but this is all making it much worse at the moment.
Please, has anyone else gone through this kind of thing??