Wenjoy
15-05-06, 16:59
:( Oh why oh why does this anxiety exist?>
Its taken me ages to decide I hate my job in the shop I work in and decided to go back to being a secreatry. Nice office to myself to get on and work and just be myself - even did my cv but when it came to walking into the company offices I felt faint, breathless and couldnt breathe so looked in the window and saw loads of people stood and sitting talking and guess what - yep - I bottled it - I didnt even take my cv in and walked right past - all the way home (coz I cant drive - I walk the mile to work every day and cant go on buses) I felt emotional and now I feel tearful and worthless - I KNOW Im not coz Ive raised 2 kids to be great adults and have loads of mates but I just cant face even applying for a job - Help !! Wenjoy
Its taken me ages to decide I hate my job in the shop I work in and decided to go back to being a secreatry. Nice office to myself to get on and work and just be myself - even did my cv but when it came to walking into the company offices I felt faint, breathless and couldnt breathe so looked in the window and saw loads of people stood and sitting talking and guess what - yep - I bottled it - I didnt even take my cv in and walked right past - all the way home (coz I cant drive - I walk the mile to work every day and cant go on buses) I felt emotional and now I feel tearful and worthless - I KNOW Im not coz Ive raised 2 kids to be great adults and have loads of mates but I just cant face even applying for a job - Help !! Wenjoy