Buby
11-04-04, 14:05
hi all,
i was round my bruvs yesterday and him and his gf and me mum was chattin and i was just sittin next to them listenin in like u do. but they got on to the subject and baby names and then havin babies. Then my mum sed, that the doctor sed if my bruva was a boy (which he is....i think) but wen me mum was still pregnant wiv him, my mum and dad shud consider termination. becos my grandad had a blood disorder, the doctor sed there was a 50/50 chance of my bruv havin it as well. now im scared that me bruv will gradually get on durin his life and then he'll die like me grandad did. and i really dont want to lose him. i dont think he will get the blood disorder but its just a thought i had.
me mam and dad are goin to see my nan's grave now, im not goin cos it makes me cry wen my dad cries. and wen hes upset he goes all quiet and i dont want to b there and make me upset too.
My bruv hasnt got that disorder but do u think he mite have it wen hes older? i dont want to tell me mam and dad im scared of this cos theyll think im stupid for thinkin such thoughts and tell me its just makin everything worse, which it is but i cant really help it.
hugs Rachel xxxxx
i was round my bruvs yesterday and him and his gf and me mum was chattin and i was just sittin next to them listenin in like u do. but they got on to the subject and baby names and then havin babies. Then my mum sed, that the doctor sed if my bruva was a boy (which he is....i think) but wen me mum was still pregnant wiv him, my mum and dad shud consider termination. becos my grandad had a blood disorder, the doctor sed there was a 50/50 chance of my bruv havin it as well. now im scared that me bruv will gradually get on durin his life and then he'll die like me grandad did. and i really dont want to lose him. i dont think he will get the blood disorder but its just a thought i had.
me mam and dad are goin to see my nan's grave now, im not goin cos it makes me cry wen my dad cries. and wen hes upset he goes all quiet and i dont want to b there and make me upset too.
My bruv hasnt got that disorder but do u think he mite have it wen hes older? i dont want to tell me mam and dad im scared of this cos theyll think im stupid for thinkin such thoughts and tell me its just makin everything worse, which it is but i cant really help it.
hugs Rachel xxxxx