duke246810
11-09-11, 11:34
Hi everyone,
Just thought i would do an update of how im getting on with my recovery.. Well its all been good up to a few days ago, when my dizziness and being light headed got SO much worse, i went shopping and fell onto the trolley because i almost passed out. I want to carry on with this so much but knowing that i could have something seriously wrong is really bringing me down.
Something else that is really effecting me at the moment is the way i look, i feel so out of place and fat. I know people will think this is normal for someone my age, but seriously its getting so bad now. I feel like i can't go out anymore and that my bf thinks im fat so im really ashamed. I feel sad when i eat and feel like stopping eating.. but im not going to do that.. I just need to pull myself together.. :( :/
Anyway.. Im trying my very best to get through this glitch in my recovery and i hope it passes by very soon. Take care everyone xx
Just thought i would do an update of how im getting on with my recovery.. Well its all been good up to a few days ago, when my dizziness and being light headed got SO much worse, i went shopping and fell onto the trolley because i almost passed out. I want to carry on with this so much but knowing that i could have something seriously wrong is really bringing me down.
Something else that is really effecting me at the moment is the way i look, i feel so out of place and fat. I know people will think this is normal for someone my age, but seriously its getting so bad now. I feel like i can't go out anymore and that my bf thinks im fat so im really ashamed. I feel sad when i eat and feel like stopping eating.. but im not going to do that.. I just need to pull myself together.. :( :/
Anyway.. Im trying my very best to get through this glitch in my recovery and i hope it passes by very soon. Take care everyone xx