karli
13-09-11, 08:36
I've suffered from gad for quite a few year's now, 4 year's ago my mum passed away.
Last bank holiday was the anniversary of her death, so this year's was like it was so new and fresh. I'm also having some very bad times in my relationship, (we do live together).
Last friday i hit rock bottom, am terrified of dr's, but with the help of my sister, i found myself in his room, convinced my eye was yellow and that i had liver problems, to which he said my eyes look fine, and that i don't have liver problems, was sat there ringing my hands together, crying my eyes out ect. He gave me 10mg of diazepam 2 take over the weekend, and refered me the crises team, the psychiatric nurses have been coming to see me everyday since.
Thursday i have to go to the hospital, to see the psychiatric consultant, i'm so scared they are going to keep me in, am in floods of tears, i keep saying to the nurses, will i get better, they say yes , but am finding it so hard 2 believe.
i've been down this road before, but not this bad, have taken fluoxetine and had various councilling, the last 4 years, was the last episode because of my mums death, feel like a failure.http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/images/icons/icon9.gif
Nurses have told me, from what i've said about my relationship, that he is controlling and maniplative.
They have dropped my dose to 2mg of diazepam, take 1 in morning, then has needed during the day.
Please someone who can answer try to ease my mind that i'm not crazy, cause i hve to see the psychiatric consultant, cause in the past it's been fluoxtine from dr's and counselling. so, so scared right now.:weep:
Last bank holiday was the anniversary of her death, so this year's was like it was so new and fresh. I'm also having some very bad times in my relationship, (we do live together).
Last friday i hit rock bottom, am terrified of dr's, but with the help of my sister, i found myself in his room, convinced my eye was yellow and that i had liver problems, to which he said my eyes look fine, and that i don't have liver problems, was sat there ringing my hands together, crying my eyes out ect. He gave me 10mg of diazepam 2 take over the weekend, and refered me the crises team, the psychiatric nurses have been coming to see me everyday since.
Thursday i have to go to the hospital, to see the psychiatric consultant, i'm so scared they are going to keep me in, am in floods of tears, i keep saying to the nurses, will i get better, they say yes , but am finding it so hard 2 believe.
i've been down this road before, but not this bad, have taken fluoxetine and had various councilling, the last 4 years, was the last episode because of my mums death, feel like a failure.http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/images/icons/icon9.gif
Nurses have told me, from what i've said about my relationship, that he is controlling and maniplative.
They have dropped my dose to 2mg of diazepam, take 1 in morning, then has needed during the day.
Please someone who can answer try to ease my mind that i'm not crazy, cause i hve to see the psychiatric consultant, cause in the past it's been fluoxtine from dr's and counselling. so, so scared right now.:weep: