phil06
20-09-11, 00:30
I feel weird about my life at the moment. I have had a busy week after a quiet few months but still don't feel pleased at how it went. My birthday is a few weeks off and I'm inviting a big group of friends and work colleagues and I invited more thinking loads would cancel but many have agreed so I had a panic attack last night about the nerves of being in a big crowd. I fear being too big headed about too many people showing or being too withdrawn from nerves. It's a bit out my comfort zone.
Also dating I've become quite fussy been single a few years and I find it's harder for me to date as I just feel so picky about things.
I feel stressed, depressed and it lease me feeling all strange, depersonalized, down, edgy. I'm trying to make things better but sometimes I just prefer so sit in and worry. Some Days I think works ok some days I just want another job.
I don't know what's come about me anybody else relate? :shrug:
Also dating I've become quite fussy been single a few years and I find it's harder for me to date as I just feel so picky about things.
I feel stressed, depressed and it lease me feeling all strange, depersonalized, down, edgy. I'm trying to make things better but sometimes I just prefer so sit in and worry. Some Days I think works ok some days I just want another job.
I don't know what's come about me anybody else relate? :shrug: