Glitterbugs
26-09-11, 11:33
Hello,
I have come here to look for support from people who understand.
Dreadful and abusive marriage - escaped couple of years ago but divorce on going, bitter and still he tried to bully and control me.
In a new relationship and we now live together. Lately I have kind of had everything 'catch up' with me and feel insecure, anxious, odd panic attack and days of feeling very low and negative. Convinced at times my new partner is going to clear off as all this is too much and have very low self esteem.
I can see what's broken but it's hard to fix!
I have booked counselling starting this week, started Citalopram this week (ouch at some of the side effects!) and taking Diazopam on and off for no sleep /panic attacks last week or so.
Pretty negative and low at the moment and this makes me feel I will push my other half away. He is trying to reassure and be supportive but not sur he totally gets it. x
I have come here to look for support from people who understand.
Dreadful and abusive marriage - escaped couple of years ago but divorce on going, bitter and still he tried to bully and control me.
In a new relationship and we now live together. Lately I have kind of had everything 'catch up' with me and feel insecure, anxious, odd panic attack and days of feeling very low and negative. Convinced at times my new partner is going to clear off as all this is too much and have very low self esteem.
I can see what's broken but it's hard to fix!
I have booked counselling starting this week, started Citalopram this week (ouch at some of the side effects!) and taking Diazopam on and off for no sleep /panic attacks last week or so.
Pretty negative and low at the moment and this makes me feel I will push my other half away. He is trying to reassure and be supportive but not sur he totally gets it. x