Rugrat
29-09-11, 16:12
It started when I called to see my brother 2 weeks ago he said he had been constipated.
And he had gone to the doctors and they had given him a test to see if there was blood in his
Stools. So in my mind they were looking for bowel cancer anyway the test was clear and he is ok.
All my life I have had haemorrhoids and from time to time there would be a spot of blood on the
Toilet paper every few months ever since I was a teenager.
On Thursday 22/9/2011 I went to go to the toilet I was constipated so I strained I did not go
To the toilet but there was blood on the paper.
I started worrying from then on that I had got cancer of the bowel every day the fear got worse.
For 4 days until I was in a complete panic on Sunday 25/9/2011 I could not stand it anymore.
I said to my wife I needed to see a doctor my wife arranged for me to see an emergency doctor
I was in too much of a panic to drive there so we got a taxi.
The doctor was good he gave me an internal examination and said he could feel my haemorrhoids.
And that I have not got any of the symptoms of bowel cancer it is just my haemorrhoids.
But he said I should go and see my own doctor and arrange to have a camera internal to see why my
Haemorrhoids were bleeding and they might need cauterizing to stop the bleeding.
Straight away I started feeling he was not telling me the truth and that there was more to it than
He was saying. I told him that he was making me panic, and told him I did not want to do it.
He said I did not have to but I should. All I wanted was for him to say there was nothing wrong and to go away. I left him still panicking.
Monday 26/9/2011
I went to see my own doctor. My wife arranged the appointment, I did not know she had made the
Appointment as an emergency. when I went in to see him and tried to explain what the other doctor
Had said all he said was the only way to be sure I have not got bowel cancer is to have a camera
Internal and said what could he do for me now. as it was emergency time
And if I wanted to have a camera I could come back another time and talk about it he was useless.
When I left him I was in a complete panic when I got home I thought the only way out was to cut
My wrists. And get in to hospital that way and get the help I needed my wife stopped me and phoned.
My doctors and told them what I was like and all they said was phone an ambulance or the police
She did not do either I stayed on the sofa and fell asleep.
Since then I have been fighting every day to see the truth that I have not got bowel cancer. And to think about the first doctor
I saw and not the useless second one the last 3 days have been like a fog.
I am not going to have the Internal partly, because I am scared they will find something and partly
Because I really know I have no symptoms and there is nothing wrong with me.
The other night I found this site and joined but I felt too ill to do anything else
These sort of thing as happened to me before because I suffer from panic attacks anxiety and
Depression in time I will get over it in a month or two it well be nearly forgotten until the next
Time. I hope you can understand this and forgive my bad spelling
Does anyone in here ever get has bad has me
i worry about my Health all the time but this sort of
thing happen's to me only once or twice every few years
And he had gone to the doctors and they had given him a test to see if there was blood in his
Stools. So in my mind they were looking for bowel cancer anyway the test was clear and he is ok.
All my life I have had haemorrhoids and from time to time there would be a spot of blood on the
Toilet paper every few months ever since I was a teenager.
On Thursday 22/9/2011 I went to go to the toilet I was constipated so I strained I did not go
To the toilet but there was blood on the paper.
I started worrying from then on that I had got cancer of the bowel every day the fear got worse.
For 4 days until I was in a complete panic on Sunday 25/9/2011 I could not stand it anymore.
I said to my wife I needed to see a doctor my wife arranged for me to see an emergency doctor
I was in too much of a panic to drive there so we got a taxi.
The doctor was good he gave me an internal examination and said he could feel my haemorrhoids.
And that I have not got any of the symptoms of bowel cancer it is just my haemorrhoids.
But he said I should go and see my own doctor and arrange to have a camera internal to see why my
Haemorrhoids were bleeding and they might need cauterizing to stop the bleeding.
Straight away I started feeling he was not telling me the truth and that there was more to it than
He was saying. I told him that he was making me panic, and told him I did not want to do it.
He said I did not have to but I should. All I wanted was for him to say there was nothing wrong and to go away. I left him still panicking.
Monday 26/9/2011
I went to see my own doctor. My wife arranged the appointment, I did not know she had made the
Appointment as an emergency. when I went in to see him and tried to explain what the other doctor
Had said all he said was the only way to be sure I have not got bowel cancer is to have a camera
Internal and said what could he do for me now. as it was emergency time
And if I wanted to have a camera I could come back another time and talk about it he was useless.
When I left him I was in a complete panic when I got home I thought the only way out was to cut
My wrists. And get in to hospital that way and get the help I needed my wife stopped me and phoned.
My doctors and told them what I was like and all they said was phone an ambulance or the police
She did not do either I stayed on the sofa and fell asleep.
Since then I have been fighting every day to see the truth that I have not got bowel cancer. And to think about the first doctor
I saw and not the useless second one the last 3 days have been like a fog.
I am not going to have the Internal partly, because I am scared they will find something and partly
Because I really know I have no symptoms and there is nothing wrong with me.
The other night I found this site and joined but I felt too ill to do anything else
These sort of thing as happened to me before because I suffer from panic attacks anxiety and
Depression in time I will get over it in a month or two it well be nearly forgotten until the next
Time. I hope you can understand this and forgive my bad spelling
Does anyone in here ever get has bad has me
i worry about my Health all the time but this sort of
thing happen's to me only once or twice every few years