Gutted

[SueBee]

Not sure what made me look but I googled my brothers name tonight and came across the inquest report. Nothing contained was a surprise to me because I knew why he took his life but the thing that gets to me was the fact that no one let me know it was happening or had taken place.

If I had known it was happening, I'm not sure I'd have attended, given the graphic details and possibility of photographs etc, but it'd have been nice to know.

All feels a bit fresh again. I'm not looking for hugs or sympathy, just venting I guess :blush:

[bottleblond]

Well i don't care if you want a hug or not, you're damn well getting one :bighug1:

I wish i had the words to make this easier for you as it must be such a heartbreaking situation but all i can offer is an ear if you want to talk, my support and my hugs.

Thinking of you Sueeee

Love Lisa
xxx
:bighug1:

[Rous]

A hug just for you Sue! :hugs:

[tnt808]

Big hugs to you my lovely. :):hugs:

[Bill]

Sue:hugs:
I think I can understand what you must be going through because although I didn't say anything at the time, exactly the same thing happened to us right at the beginning of the year. Although it wasn't totally unexpected, it was still a terrible shock and an ordeal to get through. My sincere best wishes to you. :bighug1:

[mikewales]

:hugs:

[paula lynne]

For you Sue :bighug1::bighug1::bighug1:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[pinkdove]

:hugs::hugs::hugs:just for you sue xxxx

[eeyorelover]

:bighug1:
xxx
Sandy

[yvonne_uk_98]

:hugs: for you Sue, thinking of you and praying for you.

[SueBee]

Awww thank you all so much, a hug is all the nicer if you didn't ask for it eh :hugs:

Can't say I slept too well last night (no surprise there!) and woke at 4am so work was fun today. At least I was occupied though, as I know to my detriment what happens to me when I have too much time to dwell.

Anyway onwards and upwards I guess!

Sue xxx

[ElizabethJane]

Dear Sue I know that you are going through some private agony and sending

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[Vanilla Sky]

Hugs for you Sue xxxx :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs: