Cat13
09-10-11, 17:02
Hi Everyone,
I guess its a good thing that I have not been on here for a while, but I feel terrible today :weep:
I have convinced myself once again I am dying. I had lots of blood tests at the beginning of the year and everyting was fine. I had some CBT and I have been feeling ok generally - but not brilliant (well not like I felt before all this started)
Over the past month I have had extreme feelings of being unbalanced/dizzy most days for most of the day. I cannot believe that this is anxiety and have convinced myself that it is Lung Cancer that is so advanced that it is effecting my brain. I wish I could stop these feelings. My family and friends all look so disappointed. I am not doing/saying these things to try to upset anyone but they have no idea how ill I feel. I have never actually collapsed but I feel like I will every day. Will this ever end?
I guess its a good thing that I have not been on here for a while, but I feel terrible today :weep:
I have convinced myself once again I am dying. I had lots of blood tests at the beginning of the year and everyting was fine. I had some CBT and I have been feeling ok generally - but not brilliant (well not like I felt before all this started)
Over the past month I have had extreme feelings of being unbalanced/dizzy most days for most of the day. I cannot believe that this is anxiety and have convinced myself that it is Lung Cancer that is so advanced that it is effecting my brain. I wish I could stop these feelings. My family and friends all look so disappointed. I am not doing/saying these things to try to upset anyone but they have no idea how ill I feel. I have never actually collapsed but I feel like I will every day. Will this ever end?