MrMonkey
22-05-06, 15:25
Who would have thunk it? :D I was in town, pushing myself by staying longer than I wanted to and I made the mistake of stopping in HMV - mistake, because I always see something I want despite the fact I have no money and cannot afford anything. Immedietely, I saw a new Cd I wanted to buy and as I continued to wander around I saw a DVD in a 3 for £18 deal that I have wanted for ages, so I found some others to complete it.
My point being that as I approached the counter to pay for them I started to get panicky, and while I was paying - at the "point of no return" - it hit me and my whole body decided to contract and then pull in completely different directions all at once. I know I'm not scared of till operators so I can only conclude that my body is using anxiety as a deterrent to spending money I shouldn't. Is this social evolution?
Problem is, I'll do it again to make the panic worthwhile :D
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It's just my high anxiety getting to the best of me. I call him Bingbongilypoop. Then I can laugh at him cos he has a funny name. HAHA! [points]
My point being that as I approached the counter to pay for them I started to get panicky, and while I was paying - at the "point of no return" - it hit me and my whole body decided to contract and then pull in completely different directions all at once. I know I'm not scared of till operators so I can only conclude that my body is using anxiety as a deterrent to spending money I shouldn't. Is this social evolution?
Problem is, I'll do it again to make the panic worthwhile :D
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It's just my high anxiety getting to the best of me. I call him Bingbongilypoop. Then I can laugh at him cos he has a funny name. HAHA! [points]