BasilCat
17-10-11, 16:38
Hi there, Yes I have recovered from anxiety. I have had 4 breakdowns in 30 years leading to anxiety/panic/agoraphobia and unreality!!
However I have just written at another thread about visual disturbances and that a fear of them is right at the tail end of my anxiety. I have never feared them before when I have had anxiety. I mean I dont like them, nobody does. But I have never got to the stage of worrying about them happening before I have gone anywhere before.
I have been fine as long as my car has been handy, then I can dive back to the car till the disturbance has gone - I like to be on my own with them - but its a different matter if my car isnt handy. And it wasnt on Saturday when I took a trip on a train to Bolton 3/4hr away. The trip wasnt a problem. It was the furthest I have travelled without my car since before I had my last breakdown 5 years ago!!! But I was concerned about the disturbance happening. Thankfully it didnt though.
I would just like to get past this "Fear" as I would love to have a day in London or something. But dare I go to London and could I cope if I had a disturbance when I was so far from home and my car?!! Thats the question. Otherwise, it would be no problem.
Shirl
However I have just written at another thread about visual disturbances and that a fear of them is right at the tail end of my anxiety. I have never feared them before when I have had anxiety. I mean I dont like them, nobody does. But I have never got to the stage of worrying about them happening before I have gone anywhere before.
I have been fine as long as my car has been handy, then I can dive back to the car till the disturbance has gone - I like to be on my own with them - but its a different matter if my car isnt handy. And it wasnt on Saturday when I took a trip on a train to Bolton 3/4hr away. The trip wasnt a problem. It was the furthest I have travelled without my car since before I had my last breakdown 5 years ago!!! But I was concerned about the disturbance happening. Thankfully it didnt though.
I would just like to get past this "Fear" as I would love to have a day in London or something. But dare I go to London and could I cope if I had a disturbance when I was so far from home and my car?!! Thats the question. Otherwise, it would be no problem.
Shirl