eternally optimistic
18-10-11, 11:02
Morning
I have been and had an assessment this morning with a view to some therapy.
I think, although not considered on paper apparently, that I am suffering from PTSD from nearly half a life time ago.
I understand the scoring system and that each and every patient has to be assessed by some sort of method but, I think they got me all wrong..
I've posted before about this but, I was involved in a serious RTA when I was loads younger and it STILL to this day cuts me up inside....
I left the appointment really quite upset and I NEVER EVER cry but I did.
I suppose I sort of thought this could be a turn around in my life and I feel as alone and misunderstood as ever....
I know I should be grateful I am not nearly as bad as many people on here but I am so not the person I want to be.
I drove home, tears rolling down my face and suddenly realised that the pain inside of me is like a bereavement I am experiencing.
I know I will get over today but I do not want to take this any more.
As I said, I never cry but I cannot stop - it is like this thing only happened yesterday.
Had to post this as nobody else would really get this.
I have been and had an assessment this morning with a view to some therapy.
I think, although not considered on paper apparently, that I am suffering from PTSD from nearly half a life time ago.
I understand the scoring system and that each and every patient has to be assessed by some sort of method but, I think they got me all wrong..
I've posted before about this but, I was involved in a serious RTA when I was loads younger and it STILL to this day cuts me up inside....
I left the appointment really quite upset and I NEVER EVER cry but I did.
I suppose I sort of thought this could be a turn around in my life and I feel as alone and misunderstood as ever....
I know I should be grateful I am not nearly as bad as many people on here but I am so not the person I want to be.
I drove home, tears rolling down my face and suddenly realised that the pain inside of me is like a bereavement I am experiencing.
I know I will get over today but I do not want to take this any more.
As I said, I never cry but I cannot stop - it is like this thing only happened yesterday.
Had to post this as nobody else would really get this.