chrisi2009
24-10-11, 17:35
Hi some may remember me from 2 years ago.I lost my dad over 2 years ago just after being diagnosed with depression.I had been feeling slightly better but now my mum is in trouble and im scared like hell and im also feeling pressured into finding work because im on jobseekers because i need money as i was supposed to have a job on a farm after i finished college which didnt happen so im on the dole and feeling pressured into finding any old rubbish job there is aswell as having a panic/anxiety disorder which means i get panic attacks at the littlest of things e.g lots of people in shops and even when the phone rings.Ive tried to get signed off work for depression but iwas told to take more tablets which make me ill and have councelling but i find it wont help.Im also trying for kids and feel its my fault that its not happened because of my problems.Just would like some advice and someone i can talk too who is suffering like i am.