swgrl09
25-10-11, 16:39
Today I am just mad. I am sick of this HA!!!! I have my yearly gyno appt this Friday and am hoping that is the last of my yearly checkups. I've been anxious about it and I know it will be no big deal. I'm mad at myself for being anxious!!! I feel so stupid sometimes.
Anyway so basically I'm just fed up. I wanted to vent being sick of this crap that we put ourselves through! It's exhausting!!! I want to be able to relax again, I miss relaxing!!! I want to be able to enjoy each day again instead of being in fear of what might happen to me or somebody else. I hate HA!!!
Sorry for the rant. I am just so tired of this and I do it to myself!!!
Anyway so basically I'm just fed up. I wanted to vent being sick of this crap that we put ourselves through! It's exhausting!!! I want to be able to relax again, I miss relaxing!!! I want to be able to enjoy each day again instead of being in fear of what might happen to me or somebody else. I hate HA!!!
Sorry for the rant. I am just so tired of this and I do it to myself!!!