Gemma T
26-10-11, 12:58
Well My appointment with the specialist is next tuesday. Feel like ive waited forever.
Thing is i dont want to go. I know im fearful I have oral cancer but Im also scared my fears will be confirmed.
My anx has been so good lately (with the help of cbt) but this appointment has set me back. I was poking and prodding my tongue two weeks ago and am convinced ive found a lump under my tongue. Cant see it but is there under the skin. I havnt felt for it since because i scared myself so much but since then that side of my tongue feels sore and uncomfortable. Mind over matter? Probaly as listerine doesnt make it hurt.
On the plus side the bumps on the roof of my mouth arnt any bigger and ive realised then when i push them it feels like there is water under there.
Im so worried they will open up a can of worms. Roll on tuesday. Hopefully will be the end of this nightmare and the end of me forever talking about it.
Thanks for letting me voice my fears and concerns x x x
Thing is i dont want to go. I know im fearful I have oral cancer but Im also scared my fears will be confirmed.
My anx has been so good lately (with the help of cbt) but this appointment has set me back. I was poking and prodding my tongue two weeks ago and am convinced ive found a lump under my tongue. Cant see it but is there under the skin. I havnt felt for it since because i scared myself so much but since then that side of my tongue feels sore and uncomfortable. Mind over matter? Probaly as listerine doesnt make it hurt.
On the plus side the bumps on the roof of my mouth arnt any bigger and ive realised then when i push them it feels like there is water under there.
Im so worried they will open up a can of worms. Roll on tuesday. Hopefully will be the end of this nightmare and the end of me forever talking about it.
Thanks for letting me voice my fears and concerns x x x