jillyb
27-10-11, 20:04
I am feeling really panicky. My doctor has given me some meberivine as I have been having some weird stomach pains and he thinks it is ibs, though the symptoms don't seem the same as anything I have read. I am terrified of all pills but actually took one at about 5pm (my sister made me!). Now I am in hyper anxiety mode and feel very shaky and frightened that I am having a reaction. The only pills I have taken in the last 20 odd years is diazepam very rarely (on my 'safe' list) and he did give me some of those. I have taken a few 2mg the last few days as my stomach seems to settle if I take them (so it probably is all nerves). My anxiety has been really bad lately. Last Jan I had some stomach pains but was seeing a cbt therapist and everything settled down and I was fine until my daughter ended up on life support when she had her baby. It was terrifying. One day I ate something which triggered off my stomach pains and I have been in a right state ever since. It was the first time I had been to the doctors in 5 years (yes, frightened of anything medical too). I suppose it is the anxiety that is making me feel so awful but I am scared it is the tablets. I hate feeling like this.