f0rest
05-11-11, 04:18
well hey guys my name is kevin and ive been suffering with health anxiety for a few months now.I suffered with suspected "athritic septis" back in august 2009 i believe and ive been thinking alot and googling.
well i googled my symptoms and ofcourse google throws me all the life threatning diseases so i google away... it came up with rabies,HIV,vCJD and MS now after i google all this i think "my cat (who was a stray i took in) did bite me and scratch me a few times and now i feel bad its like a circle :wacko: then i go to the next disease and then the next one and i continue to feel worse and worse and i analyse things thats happened in the past and i question them and then i continue to question my body:scared15: that makes me feel even more ill eeven now as i type this im a wreck and i dont know what to do. but long story short im convinced i have rabies or any other of the diseases that i listed because when i was in hospital with extreme back pain and violently illness it links to all them diseases, but then the smart side of me buts in and says id be dead by now if it was and i wouldnt have recovered :) , im just a wreck at the moment i would love some feedback that could probebly help me with the situation that im in.
symptoms im experiencing: major dizziness, blurry vision, bursts of aggresion , just not feeling myself 24-7.
p.s sorry if i went on a rant its 4:18 am and im scared:unsure:
- kevin, 17 years old, uk.
well i googled my symptoms and ofcourse google throws me all the life threatning diseases so i google away... it came up with rabies,HIV,vCJD and MS now after i google all this i think "my cat (who was a stray i took in) did bite me and scratch me a few times and now i feel bad its like a circle :wacko: then i go to the next disease and then the next one and i continue to feel worse and worse and i analyse things thats happened in the past and i question them and then i continue to question my body:scared15: that makes me feel even more ill eeven now as i type this im a wreck and i dont know what to do. but long story short im convinced i have rabies or any other of the diseases that i listed because when i was in hospital with extreme back pain and violently illness it links to all them diseases, but then the smart side of me buts in and says id be dead by now if it was and i wouldnt have recovered :) , im just a wreck at the moment i would love some feedback that could probebly help me with the situation that im in.
symptoms im experiencing: major dizziness, blurry vision, bursts of aggresion , just not feeling myself 24-7.
p.s sorry if i went on a rant its 4:18 am and im scared:unsure:
- kevin, 17 years old, uk.