ciccone-hassell
13-11-11, 16:25
hey mark ere yet again :( well heartburn totally went away which in fareness was thanks to advice from my practice nurse " have 1 tablet losec 20mg " right before my last meal at night omg cant beleve its worked so well :) thats the good :) news , but here comes another issuse :( 4 weeks ago i had to do some carpet cleaning using what we call a " bonnet mop " basicly its a buffer with tank on and its glides on carpet with a wooly pad on it " i had to clean alot of carpet + there was liftin + twisting + machine kept jolting my body , i ached abit after but never thought anything of it till the next day had back pain on my right hip and pain in colon when machine kept bumpin aganst me , it got alittle better then the weekend after i had to use another machince at other place " once again heavy machine pullin and pushin " add the contonst achin and rung doc 2 weeks after he said its muscle damage " i was glad " then work m8 started feedin info sayin it sounds serious " i no who should i listen to its a easy question isnt it but HELLO u no what i'm like " lol " so started visiting DR GOOGLE :shrug: i no silly :mad: silly me :doh: but i did :( now convinsted meself i have apedix problem omg grrrrrrrr:doh: i went to docs thursday as i though i had water infection he checked thats was ok and he had good squezze on my tummy etc and the did the norm checking eyes and pulse but all was fine , just cant stop worrying as normal its really controlin mylife , i'm awaiting cbt for health anxitey i just feel wouldnt it be easyer if i just went sleep and died like that :weep: i'm just fed up with bein a pain to everyone and my family i feel my life will never be free from this :weep: i'm constantly low , scared , upset , worryed , i'm sorry if i bore anyone or make them feel lower i dont wanna do that i just feel i need to talk thats all , all my kindest love and respect to all , rather down marky today :weep::weep::weep::bighug1: