anxagain
15-11-11, 11:49
I'm absolutely devastated, after 4 year of successfully managing my anxiety, I am now freaking out because my wife had her smear test and had to have a swab done due to suspected Thrush.
I'm now convinced that I have given her something that will show up on the swab and I will end up loosing my wife and children.
Mad really because I have been completely faithful and even before meeting her I was quite careful, and I've not had an symptoms. I have pretty much no reason at all to worry, but I have suffered from anxiety for 20 years and my brain can switch from rational to convinced the world is about to fall around me, in a split second.
I can't think of anything else, I have withdrawn, I'm convinced I'm heading for disaster, despite being fully aware I have suffered similar worries for many years and it has never come to anything.
I'm so annoyed that this has happened, I feel like I will never truly beat this anxiety curse.
I'm now convinced that I have given her something that will show up on the swab and I will end up loosing my wife and children.
Mad really because I have been completely faithful and even before meeting her I was quite careful, and I've not had an symptoms. I have pretty much no reason at all to worry, but I have suffered from anxiety for 20 years and my brain can switch from rational to convinced the world is about to fall around me, in a split second.
I can't think of anything else, I have withdrawn, I'm convinced I'm heading for disaster, despite being fully aware I have suffered similar worries for many years and it has never come to anything.
I'm so annoyed that this has happened, I feel like I will never truly beat this anxiety curse.