Natalie x
17-11-11, 18:24
Hi. I'm just on here to basically say how I am feeling at the moment. For the past couple of months, I have been worrying non stop about things to do with my work. Every single day I come home worrying about something, worrying if I have done things right or wrong, said the wrong thing, all the 'what if's' popping into my head and haunting me everyday. I began to get very paranoid about situations a couple of months back and I feel the same is happening. I can't get up in the morning feeling relaxed, go to work and come home with a clear head. I am also at college part time, working full time which I am finding a strain to do college work on top of trying to complete college work. I feel exhausted with the worry and worry about the worry. I just wish i could go back to the way I was before. I am only 20 and shouldn't be this way and should be out doing normal things and enjoying myself. My boyfriend is very supportive and tend to tell him things rather than go to my family as I tend to bottle things up. He always tells me I don't need to worry but he doesn't understand what it's like. Every day is something else. I feel selfish as I know there are worse things in the world. I just tend to take things on board and worry about everything, as I previously mentioned mostly about work.
Can anyone relate to this or offer some words of wisdom? Sorry if it's a bit muffled.
Thanks x
Can anyone relate to this or offer some words of wisdom? Sorry if it's a bit muffled.
Thanks x