noangeluk
19-11-11, 13:55
For the past few days I keep fearing that I have schizophrenia. I feel like I'm losing touch of reality and I'm scared i'm just going to hallucinate and lose control.
It's like my mind tries to convince me, that im going to start seeing things that aren't there, that i'm going to misinterpret things and lose touch on what is real. I will look at a pattern and freak out that i will see that and start believing i can see messages like schizophenia. In my minds eye I also keep imagining that im hallucinating when i watch tv and it'll be like i'm trying to see an image that isn't there on the tv. It's freaking me out and it's really hard to explain.
I know they say that if you are worried you are going schizophrenic then you aren't but what if I'm not aware of it and it'll justhappen without my control?
I'm so scared :(
It's like my mind tries to convince me, that im going to start seeing things that aren't there, that i'm going to misinterpret things and lose touch on what is real. I will look at a pattern and freak out that i will see that and start believing i can see messages like schizophenia. In my minds eye I also keep imagining that im hallucinating when i watch tv and it'll be like i'm trying to see an image that isn't there on the tv. It's freaking me out and it's really hard to explain.
I know they say that if you are worried you are going schizophrenic then you aren't but what if I'm not aware of it and it'll justhappen without my control?
I'm so scared :(