lanah123g
23-11-11, 21:38
I write stuff like this when im anxious or having a panic attack to try to distract my self
Anxiety and Panic
My minds a mess
I'm in distress
I walk and walk
but never talk
People look and stare
At my despair
I gotta be strong
All the docs can't be wrong
It's an anxiety u see
Least that's what they tell me
I gotta hold on
I gotta stay strong
Soon it will pass
I hope and pray
Afraid to walk
Afraid to talk
Afraid of shadows
Afraid to live
Everything seems worse than what it actually is
Every little thing makes me jump
My minds playing tricks
Just breathe and relax
I laugh when they say that
I try and try
But fighting doesn't help
No one understands what's inside my head
Just fears and worries
Paranoia and dread
if only I could be like everyone else
Just the way I was before this nightmare began
It's a nightmare like when u sleep
But it's still there when u wake
Nothing helps nothing can stop it
Just gotta let it run it's course and not let it destroy me
It's chipping away slowly
Each day I feel more lonely
Please stop and go away
Just let me be
I've had too much
Why me ? Why now ?
When's it gonna stop
Anxiety and Panic
My minds a mess
I'm in distress
I walk and walk
but never talk
People look and stare
At my despair
I gotta be strong
All the docs can't be wrong
It's an anxiety u see
Least that's what they tell me
I gotta hold on
I gotta stay strong
Soon it will pass
I hope and pray
Afraid to walk
Afraid to talk
Afraid of shadows
Afraid to live
Everything seems worse than what it actually is
Every little thing makes me jump
My minds playing tricks
Just breathe and relax
I laugh when they say that
I try and try
But fighting doesn't help
No one understands what's inside my head
Just fears and worries
Paranoia and dread
if only I could be like everyone else
Just the way I was before this nightmare began
It's a nightmare like when u sleep
But it's still there when u wake
Nothing helps nothing can stop it
Just gotta let it run it's course and not let it destroy me
It's chipping away slowly
Each day I feel more lonely
Please stop and go away
Just let me be
I've had too much
Why me ? Why now ?
When's it gonna stop