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ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 11:46
hi all feeling really nervous bout posting this but feel i have to throw this out to members i fully understand and respect some members will most likey think i'm a freak and not understand so i'm fully aware of that this could cause abit of hate mayve towards me but i feel i need see if anyone else just 1 member has same feelings ? ???? here goes ? :scared10: well i am gay as people are aware but i find diffrent things turm me on as in i find heavy gelled hair on men sex and as well as slickhair " like 1940s slick hair or 1950 greaser hair on men " found this exciting for years just never have had strength to admit it , i meet guys but when i feel i can tell them st8 away i'm branded a freak , i'm fearfull i never find a guy who doesnt mind me like this nor doesnt put them off , i also find washing a guys hair exciting and going to a barbers and getting hair cut and slicked etc " i'm shaking right now thinking i no i'm a freak i need help !!!! my other things i find exciting are seeing men muddy , wet , gunged , slimed etc i got messy with guys b4 but not for ages really enjoy it i find it fun and exciting , once again i just feel i should be branded a freak and i wish i could change my thoughs but cant " i no tho that theses thoughts are of no harm to me or anyone else and my feelings are just for men , its like i watch madmen tv show or downton abbey tv show seeing the slickhair gives me a buzz inside wishin i could touch it brush it ,, really hope i dont lose friends here or respect of members i just felt i need chat to someone as my doctor doesnt feel its an issure , thanks for reading , no haters please :weep::weep::emot-crying: so sorry if i offend :(

Mirabelle
25-11-11, 11:50
Hi
I don't think that is freaky at all! Everyone has things that turn them on, you only have to look at what is around to see this. Don't be so hard on yourself.
xx

M155anthr0p3
25-11-11, 12:00
What's wrong with that???
It's YOUR fantasy - everyone has them :winks:

mikewales
25-11-11, 12:24
I wouldn't worry, everyone has different things they find attractive in other people, and it can be something like clothing, hair colour / style, and nobody can really say it is wrong or freaky that you find the things you do attractive.

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 13:29
omg so so thank you i was totally scared i'd get hated for putting this on here , your such specail people honestly cant say thank you enough

Humly
25-11-11, 13:38
I thought you were going to say something really shocking but it isnt at all. You are not weird or freaky as everybody likes different things and has different tastes. Thats what makes life interesting. Dont worry. Take care.

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 13:41
arwww thank you humly takecare as well :)

M155anthr0p3
25-11-11, 15:33
Why would you get hatred???
If anyone gave you hatred over that then they don't deserve to be part of the forum anyway (plus I would kick their ass!!!) :hugs:

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 17:04
lol arwww :bighug1: i dont no i guess its just the " fear + worry + axitey " worrying that " will people judge me " with they think i'm freak " i'm just going by the way and respnce i've had from guys i've meet in the past and also told and very close friend 3 years ago and when she left working with me she blabbed it to others so i kinda just feel unease with it atm , but like i've said what i like is of no harm to anyone or anything and i no afew ladys av same feelings that seein a guy with slick hair totally atractive , i just felt it was time i could open my heart to at least people i hope would understand because its deffo a form of ocd and proves ocd can crop up anywhere any time , but thank you for ur comments really helps " well helps my mind " but still seachin for my knight in shining armour who will not mind this lol :hugs::):bighug1:

Carys
25-11-11, 17:30
I was waiting for the shock of something perverse, but no, nothing freaky. I am almost disappointed. :roflmao:

william wallace
25-11-11, 17:31
CH, I'm not gay, but my wifes brother is and he's one of the nicest people I know.
If anyone was to give you a hard time I'd scratch their eyes out and confiscate their Brylcreme:D

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 17:45
hehe sorry to disappointment hehehe :D

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arww thanks mate :)

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thanks william hehe most kind and yeah most gay men are nice :) like me i'm a angel lol :blush::yesyes:

linjoy
25-11-11, 18:28
What's freaky about that! your'e not doing anybody any harm I think it's great

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 21:47
thanks " linjoy " :) hugs

snowgoose
25-11-11, 21:57
Hi :)

You are lovely person ........unique and very caring .
We all have differences and ideals .sexual stuff .....
you just go on being you .
snow xx

fluff
25-11-11, 21:59
Oh your fine actually id love to see a load of men rolling around naked in mud that would make my day:yesyes:

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 22:14
hehe arww bless ya but blimey i agree 1000000000000000000000000% with you there " fluff " hehe :hugs:

fluff
25-11-11, 22:23
Yeah is there any men out there willing to roll around in mud naked so me and ciccone-hassell can watch:D

william wallace
25-11-11, 22:26
Yeah is there any men out there willing to roll around in mud naked so me and ciccone-hassell can watch:D

For a small fee:D

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 22:40
hehe " oh well me and fluff " will have go halfs on the fee :roflmao::roflmao: hehe :)
arww well must say i'm so :) with members comments love ya all :)

william wallace
25-11-11, 22:44
Well I'm 55, 200lb and well wrinkly so 20 Marlboro and a six pack of Stella should cover it:D

fluff
25-11-11, 22:51
Ok i think we could come up with that :) but we dont want to watch you on your own we here to watch at least 3 men getting dirty!

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 22:55
hehehe true fluff :) we need a few men hehe , i wouldnt mind david bentley and kurt off towie and gavin henson i saw hehe ,, we must behave ay hehe :hugs:

fluff
25-11-11, 23:01
I would like Jason statham, and the twighlight boys that would be lovely but id have to join in.God we must behave or they will think we r dirty weirdos:hugs: hehe

ciccone-hassell
25-11-11, 23:03
hehehe ur right there , change suject hehe " OH what weather we,re having hahaha zzzzzz :roflmao: hehehe ,, right i'm gunna get bed now chat mozz takecare all and fluff DO BEHAVE hehe :winks::bighug1: xxxx

william wallace
25-11-11, 23:03
No bother Fluff. I know a couple of lads who live down the viaduct that would do it for a couple of bottles of cider. They're a bit manky but once they're covered in mud you wont know the difference:D

fluff
25-11-11, 23:10
Haha great id better drink a load of cider first then:)

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CICCONE-HASSELL i KNOW WHAT YOU BE DREAMING OF NAUGHTY:winks:

ciccone-hassell
26-11-11, 12:31
hehe bring it on hehe cider as well pmsl :) and nope fluff i behave hehe ur the naughty 1 haha ;-) hows everyone today what you all upto ? hehe " clean comments only " :roflmao::):bighug1:

fluff
26-11-11, 12:38
Hehe
I dont think i can speak to you about normal things everytime i think of you i picture men getting muddy and manky cider drinkers pouring hot wax on each other:D

ciccone-hassell
26-11-11, 18:24
hehe nope i no muddy mark i thinks gunna me name on ere from now on hehe :) :hugs::D:roflmao:

fluff
26-11-11, 21:14
Hehe:roflmao:
For some reason we didnt get many replies such a shame why cant they understand how men all dirty is sooooo exciteing i have a thing about wanting men to pour hot wax on me no wonder why im recently separated:noangel:

Moggo
26-11-11, 21:41
I think none of us know what to say :roflmao:

fluff
26-11-11, 21:42
I feel the need to express i would like hot wax poured on me by a welsh man:roflmao:

Moggo
26-11-11, 21:48
:blush: Don't know any sorry :D

fluff
26-11-11, 21:50
Oh that a real shame thought you would for some reason:huh:

M155anthr0p3
26-11-11, 23:51
I turn my back for 5 mins and look at all the filth I've missed out on!
You utter beasts!

Think we need to start a campaign for muddy men..
Danny Dyer for starters....Anyone...
:winks:

ciccone-hassell
27-11-11, 15:20
hehe lets sort this out i say hehe muddy men camp but with suited slick men camp to hehehe ,,, come on dont be shy pmsl lol , i no the filth is terrible :roflmao: love it love it love it LOL

Moggo
27-11-11, 17:43
This thread is demeaning to men :D

ciccone-hassell
27-11-11, 18:04
hehehe :D

M155anthr0p3
28-11-11, 12:33
This thread is demeaning to men :D

EXACTLY....
Loooooool :roflmao:

I'm rounding up some beasts now for us :whiplash:

Moggo
28-11-11, 13:20
Don't encourage Fluff and Ciccone-hassell :)

Not that they seem to need much :)

fluff
28-11-11, 13:47
Come on any men out their who wanna inject me with there medicine while rolling around in mud! :)

M155anthr0p3
28-11-11, 14:01
Don't encourage Fluff and Ciccone-hassell :)

Not that they seem to need much :)

Filthy swines they are.
They need to be locked away I say!!!!!

ciccone-hassell
28-11-11, 14:38
hehe well lock me up i say as long as theres few men about go for it hehe :) lock me up in downton abbey hehe

M155anthr0p3
28-11-11, 15:00
Right..I have kidnapped the cast..
They are waiting for you.
All you need to bring is the mud....:winks:

Moggo
28-11-11, 15:18
You're as bad as the others :scared15:

M155anthr0p3
28-11-11, 15:27
Noooooooooo Moggo it's not true.
I'm just doing it for my street cred :winks:

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For Ciccone looooooooool x

Moggo
28-11-11, 18:23
I think you protest too much! :)

ciccone-hassell
28-11-11, 22:43
hehe " here come the girls " hehehe

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na this my type

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here mmmmmmm

fluff
29-11-11, 19:49
Oh my goodness haha not sure if i agree what ever gets you going ciccone hassell:roflmao:

M155anthr0p3
29-11-11, 22:05
:ohmy:

crystal17
30-11-11, 23:16
This is a fun thread :D Had one of the worst days ever then read this and I am now smiling and feeling like things aren't all bad.

And I also now have an image that won't go away, its of Mark Wright from TOWIE with slicked back gelled hair rolling around in mud :blush:

So thanks guys for cheering me up :hugs:

Moggo
01-12-11, 16:50
Don't you start too Crystal :D

Very demeaning :D

crystal17
01-12-11, 20:48
I know, I'm v ashamed :unsure:

They are all a bad influence on me though!:roflmao:

Moggo
01-12-11, 20:50
Hope you are having a better day Crystal :)

crystal17
01-12-11, 21:03
Thankyou honey, its not been great and I've felt very low and had some horrible dark thoughts but there have been no arguments which is at least something.

Hope you are ok too

ciccone-hassell
01-12-11, 22:24
yay mmmmmm crystal17 """" omg thats sounds bloody fab hehe """" mark slick in mud mmmmm thats brigtened my day to lol :) hugs hunnys :)

kirstynic
02-12-11, 11:59
Lol I have a thing for man bags something about a man with a bag gets me xx

william wallace
02-12-11, 12:23
Lol I have a thing for man bags something about a man with a bag gets me xx

I could maybe help with bags under my eyes:D

Moggo
02-12-11, 12:58
I have baggage if that is any good :)

william wallace
02-12-11, 17:56
Mrs Wallace says I have saddlebags:D

ciccone-hassell
05-12-11, 23:07
hehe :)