zippy
30-11-11, 13:06
I am trying to make myself believe i have anxiety and ibs but i just feel so ill. I took an imodium yesterday and it did stop the diarrhea and i didnt feel as nauseas and i ate more and i was positive. I went to bed and i couldnt sleep for palpatations and i tossed and turned all night and the little seep i had i was dreaming about zombies etc. I have woke up this morning and all around my ear and side of my face feels numb and strange,sore spot at base of skull that hurts when i move,sore/stiff hips,nausea,crying,bloated,angry, no appetite and pains in my left behind my ribs. I am so trying to keep it together because the kids are off because of the teachers strike and we have been putting the decorations up but i feel so ill and sick. Had my bloods done fbc,thyroid,glucose,hormones and etc and all ok and i am getting a pelvic scan on friday because i googled and convinced myself i had ovarian cancer, even though i had the doc give me an internal to feel my ovaries and all felt normal. she sending me for reassurance. I am sick of the constant "what if i have got a serious illness and its not anxiety and ibs" type of questions going on in my head,its a constant battle between rational and irrational. I am wore out through the day and then can't sleep at night.
I feel like a crap mam and partner and just want to be ok.
Sorry for the rant and moan x
I feel like a crap mam and partner and just want to be ok.
Sorry for the rant and moan x