loonerj
08-12-11, 22:22
Hi.
I am new to this but here goes, forgive me for the essay..:blush:
I am 33 years old and have 2 children, bt ever since I can remember I have been petrified of dying!! How I am gone die, if I am gonna die young, I dont want my kids to die etc etc.
I have been to councillors, had hypnotherapy, gone on happy pills and nothing helps. I have constantly got a serious illness, whether its a brain tumour to throat cancer.
One little symptom and I am dying, it drives me insane, constantly in my thoughts on a daily basis.
At the minute I think I have a tumour in my nose as I had a nose bleed, then a clot came out and now I feel a bit of pressure in my head! Pluse I keep getting acid indegestion and I dont normally get that!
I just dont want to live like this anymore I want to be free of this cnstant fear, up the doctors on a weekly basis, and I certainly dont want my worries to rub off on my kids!!
Please someone talk some sense into me, I feel so lost and alone I just hate feeling like this, I am even scared to go to sleep in case I dont wake up!! :weep:
I am new to this but here goes, forgive me for the essay..:blush:
I am 33 years old and have 2 children, bt ever since I can remember I have been petrified of dying!! How I am gone die, if I am gonna die young, I dont want my kids to die etc etc.
I have been to councillors, had hypnotherapy, gone on happy pills and nothing helps. I have constantly got a serious illness, whether its a brain tumour to throat cancer.
One little symptom and I am dying, it drives me insane, constantly in my thoughts on a daily basis.
At the minute I think I have a tumour in my nose as I had a nose bleed, then a clot came out and now I feel a bit of pressure in my head! Pluse I keep getting acid indegestion and I dont normally get that!
I just dont want to live like this anymore I want to be free of this cnstant fear, up the doctors on a weekly basis, and I certainly dont want my worries to rub off on my kids!!
Please someone talk some sense into me, I feel so lost and alone I just hate feeling like this, I am even scared to go to sleep in case I dont wake up!! :weep: