Quisty
09-12-11, 20:17
So I think I'm having a blip and it feels quite bad. I feel like I felt 18 months ago, scared, don't wanna leave the house.
I've got a viral infection and I'm sure that is the cause but trying to snap out of this is hard.
I'm hoping by writing this I relieve some of the anxiety. I'm not particularly worried about anything but I'm concerned about going back to work on Monday and my six year old boy gets his first belt in karate on Sunday. There will be 200 plus people there and I can't miss it.
Just wanna curl up and hide, nothing feels real at the minute, feels like I'm losing the fight :weep:
I've got a viral infection and I'm sure that is the cause but trying to snap out of this is hard.
I'm hoping by writing this I relieve some of the anxiety. I'm not particularly worried about anything but I'm concerned about going back to work on Monday and my six year old boy gets his first belt in karate on Sunday. There will be 200 plus people there and I can't miss it.
Just wanna curl up and hide, nothing feels real at the minute, feels like I'm losing the fight :weep: