exliontamer
10-12-11, 22:49
Hi, I'm a 29 year old manchild desperately trying to convince myself I'm not going crazy. Panic, in one form or another, has accompanied me since I was a teenager.each new experience has brought a new way of coping.that is, until recently.for the last three weeks I havent even been able to leave the house.i consider myself, hilariously,a rational individual. but here I am, plagued by a fear that wont even let me step outside. The last trigger hit so badly that I had to get off a plane that was about to leave. I guess now, more than anything,i just want rid.i can rationalise the racing heart, sweats, feeling like a sumo is doing push ups on my chest....so why can't I gain any control over it? And why now, all of a sudden, is it holding me prisoner in my own home?