MadKad
04-06-06, 21:42
I don’t really no where to start, I have read parts of this site for a while now and just after me trying something I come to the idea of registering to see if some one can point me in the correct place as I am now starting to feel like I am at my last straw in sorting this problem.
I am 23 this month, I really only found out about 3 months ago that I suffer from OCD and I never really new that I did this, but the OCD isn’t my problem as I can live with that as I always have (that I can remember)
The big problem I have is this:
4+ months ago I had a car crash, (cars was a hobby of mine) I was rammed by a lorry on purpose twice and pushed down the road, at the time I was more cheesed off about my car and was ok within my self, I drove a courtesy car why my car was getting fixed and I was doing ok, but things started to go down hill after a while and I started feeling ill doing stuff, until after about 2 weeks prier the crash I woke up and that was it, by compulsive thoughts that I get went really bad and I cant go out (I am not agoraphobic) I spend 100% of the day feeling ill and I get thought now 100% worse than I did anyway.
As with my OCD I get these thought but can control them if they are not bad the only time I haven’t been able to control them is when I was little and I told my mum my whole life story and this tuck me two years to do.
Things I do, well if you check out all the symptoms of OCD that would be easier than me listing them.
My problem is I want to be able to go back to how I was and go out, my girl friend must be getting fed up with me as I can’t take her or my 14 month old son anywhere, she says its ok but I know it can’t be, and I am missing out on lots of things with my son. Crimbo was a night mare as it was my sons fist, and I spent the whole day in bed after getting up with them all in the morning and then being repeatedly sick because of my problem, I have really never liked crimbo as I always feel ill but the last was the worse one ever, the same also happened on his birthday, it’s the thoughts that I get in my head. I get many thoughts and I get that many I don’t even know what half of them are.
It is that bad now I wake up in the night feeling ill as I dream of it, I am seeing some people over this matter but by the sounds of it they will not be able to help me fast.
Sorry for any spelling mistakes I am also dyslexic and I used word to type this but its poo.
I am 23 this month, I really only found out about 3 months ago that I suffer from OCD and I never really new that I did this, but the OCD isn’t my problem as I can live with that as I always have (that I can remember)
The big problem I have is this:
4+ months ago I had a car crash, (cars was a hobby of mine) I was rammed by a lorry on purpose twice and pushed down the road, at the time I was more cheesed off about my car and was ok within my self, I drove a courtesy car why my car was getting fixed and I was doing ok, but things started to go down hill after a while and I started feeling ill doing stuff, until after about 2 weeks prier the crash I woke up and that was it, by compulsive thoughts that I get went really bad and I cant go out (I am not agoraphobic) I spend 100% of the day feeling ill and I get thought now 100% worse than I did anyway.
As with my OCD I get these thought but can control them if they are not bad the only time I haven’t been able to control them is when I was little and I told my mum my whole life story and this tuck me two years to do.
Things I do, well if you check out all the symptoms of OCD that would be easier than me listing them.
My problem is I want to be able to go back to how I was and go out, my girl friend must be getting fed up with me as I can’t take her or my 14 month old son anywhere, she says its ok but I know it can’t be, and I am missing out on lots of things with my son. Crimbo was a night mare as it was my sons fist, and I spent the whole day in bed after getting up with them all in the morning and then being repeatedly sick because of my problem, I have really never liked crimbo as I always feel ill but the last was the worse one ever, the same also happened on his birthday, it’s the thoughts that I get in my head. I get many thoughts and I get that many I don’t even know what half of them are.
It is that bad now I wake up in the night feeling ill as I dream of it, I am seeing some people over this matter but by the sounds of it they will not be able to help me fast.
Sorry for any spelling mistakes I am also dyslexic and I used word to type this but its poo.